Twenty years ago, as Yasir Arafat turned many of his people from negotiations back toward terror, I wrote an 800-word essay in the Montreal Gazette “I am a Zionist” that changed my life. It was my Herzl moment: I went from being a proud but quiet Jew and full-time American historian, to a proud but loud Jew balancing my American history career with my Zionist activism. Here is the essay, updated:

Tragically, today, too many Jews avoid the “Z-word,” because so many Jew-haters demonize and delegitimize Jews, Israel, and Zionism.  Zionists must not allow their enemies to define the movement. We are not just anti-anti-Semites or anti-anti-Zionists. Jews should reaffirm their faith in Zionism; the world should appreciate this gutsy, visionary movement which rescued a shattered people by reuniting a scattered people.

Zionism is the Jewish national liberation movement, reviving a once-broken community with bold actions guided by three assumptions:

that Jews are a people not just a community of faith — the Jewish people, Am Yisrael ;

that Jews have ties to a particular homeland — the Land of Israel, Eretz Yisrael ;

and that Jews have the right to establish a state on that homeland — the State of Israel, Medinat Yisrael .

If anti-Semitism is one of the world’s oldest social diseases, anti-Zionism proves that Jew-hatred is a particularly adaptable and potent virus. This year alone Israel has been falsely accused of training American police officers  to brutalize Blacks, of withholding vaccines from Palestinians , and of exploiting the Coronavirus — illustrated by the hashtag “#Covid1948 ” based on Israel’s birth-year. For decades now, Zionism has served as the modern bogeyman, seducing extremists Left and Right. Despite centuries of Western Jew-hatred, Zionism stands accused of every major Western crime, be it racism, imperialism, colonialism, or now, white privilege – negating the many Jews of color, among many other falsehoods.

No nationalism is pure, no movement is perfect, no state ideal. But today Zionism remains legitimate, inspiring, and relevant, to me and most Jews. Zionism offers an identity anchor in a world of dizzying choices — and a road map toward national renewal and personal meaning.

A century ago, Zionism revived pride in the label “Jew”; today, Jews – and their allies — must revive pride in the label “Zionist.”

I AM a Zionist because I am a Jew – and without recognizing Judaism’s national component, I cannot explain its unique character. Judaism is a world religion bound to one homeland, shaping a people whose holy days ritualize religious concepts, relive historic events, and revolve around the Israeli agricultural calendar. Only in Israel can a Jew fully live in Jewish space and by Jewish time.

I am a Zionist because I share the past, present, and future of my people, the Jewish people. Our nerve endings are uniquely intertwined. We know we are Never Alone. When one of us suffers, we share the pain; when many of us advance communal ideals together, we — and the world –benefit.

I am a Zionist because those ties are binding not blinding. We have black Jews and white Jews, Arabian Jews and Westernized Jews, moral Jews and amoral Jews. I defend them all when we are attacked as Jews, but I judge each of them by the content of their character.

I am a Zionist because I know my history: after being exiled from their homeland more than 1900 years ago, the defenseless, wandering Jews endured repeated persecutions from both Christians and Muslims — centuries before this anti-Semitism culminated in the Holocaust.

I am a Zionist because Jews never forgot their ties to their homeland, their love for Jerusalem. Even when they established autonomous self-governing community structures in Babylonia, in Europe, in North Africa, these governments in exile yearned to return home.

I am a Zionist because I want to continue our living-streak. Those ideological ties nourished and were nurtured by the plucky minority of Jews who remained in the land of Israel, sustaining continued Jewish settlement throughout the exile. Wherever we wandered, wherever our people lived, whenever we prayed, we turned toward Jerusalem, Zion, our forever-home.

I am a Zionist because in modern times Europe’s promise in the 1800s became a double-edged sword, only offering Jews acceptance if they assimilated, yet never fully respecting them when they did assimilate.

I am a Zionist because in founding the old-new Jewish-democratic state of Israel in 1948, the Jews modernized a relationship with a land that anchored them since Biblical times. Just as Japan or India established modern states from ancient civilizations, Israel updated our ancient language Hebrew, created new cutting-edge cities like Tel Aviv, and retrofitted the Jews’ 3,000-year-old capital, Jerusalem.

I am a Zionist because in building that Jewish Altneuland, old-new state, the Jews returned to history as active participants not just victims — with all the responsibilities and dilemmas power provides.

I am a Zionist because Israel worked, giving Jews a home after millennia of bruising homelessness. Israel welcomed Holocaust survivors and refugees from Arab Lands, Ethiopians and Russians, those Jews who fled in fear and those who came by choice. And every day Israel navigates the many messes which inevitably resulted while delighting in the diversity, creating a modern moral society from an astonishing array of Jews — living democratically with Israeli-Arabs too.

I am a Zionist because I wake up every day looking forward to joining others in working through our long, society-improving, to-do list, starting with Israel’s unfulfilled promises of full equality to Arabs, Ethiopians, Mizrachim, the poor. But I also go to sleep every night looking backward, appreciating how far we have come, and how much better off we are in 2021 than we were in 2001 or 1981, let alone 1967 or any year before 1948.

Today I also toast the gains of the last twelve months, which included the Abraham Accords, a free, fair, peaceful election — yet again!!!! –  and a growing appreciation of the many Israeli-Arab health-care providers  with Israeli-Arabs representing 17 percent of Israel’s doctors, 24 percent of Israel’s nurses and 48 percent of Israel’s pharmacists. Israel also wowed the West as the Vacci-Nation, leveraging its communal solidarity, its well-organized health system, its ability to mobilize during emergencies, and its love of life into a model vaccination campaign against the Coronavirus.

I am a Zionist because I celebrate Israel’s existence. Like any thoughtful, self-critical, patriot, though I might denounce particular government policies, I do not delegitimize the state itself.

I am a Zionist because I live in the real world of nation-states. I see nationalism as a neutral term not a dirty word, and liberal-nationalism as the most successful platform in world history for organizing peoples into functional democracies. I see that Zionism is no more or less tribal than any other Western nationalism, be it American, British, Canadian, or Dutch; if bonding as Zionists makes us inherently racist, every citizen in a nation-state is. In fact, we all express the eternal human need for some internal cohesion, some particularism; solidarity among some historic grouping of individuals, and not others.

I am a Zionist because we have learned from North American multiculturalism that pride in one’s heritage as a Jew, an Italian, a Greek, a Latino, an African-American, roots you, orients you, plunges you into a conversation deeper and more lasting than the empty, trendy ones we keep falling into in our me-me-me, my-my-my, more-more-more, now-now-now world.

I am a Zionist because in Israel we have learned that a country without a vision is like a person without a soul; a big-tent Zionism represents liberal-nationalism at its best. Only by working together can we solve the biggest problems facing us, from hostile neighbors and environmental deterioration to poverty and bigotry. Constructive, open-minded, big-hearted nationalism, dedicated to lifting us all up, not building more walls, can inculcate values, fight corruption, reaffirm national unity, and restore a sense of mission.

I am a Zionist because in our world of post-modern multi-dimensional identities, we don’t have to be “either-ors”, we can be “ands” – a Zionist AND an American patriot; a secular Jew and a Zionist. The socialist Zionists of yesteryear refused to choose between their two central passions, so, too, we can be all kinds of hyphenated Zionists, synthesizing different identities: Liberal Zionists and Settler Zionists, Gay Zionists and Feminist Zionists, Eco-Zionists and Religious Zionists.

In the same spirit, just as some people living in Israel reject Zionism, meaning Jewish nationalism, Jews throughout the world can embrace it. To those who ask “How can you be a Zionist if you don’t move to Israel,” I reply, “How will anyone move to Israel without first being a Zionist?”

I am a Zionist because I believe in democracy. Fusing liberalism with nationalism produced free, prosperous, always-improving democracies, including Israel, despite terrifying attacks often testing its egalitarian values and freedoms.

I am a Zionist because I am an idealist. Just as a century ago, the notion of a viable, independent, sovereign Jewish-democratic state was an impossible dream – yet worth fighting for – so, too, today, the notion of a thriving, independent, sovereign Jewish-democratic state living in peace with all its neighbors appears to be an impossible dream – yet worth seeking.

I am a Zionist because I am a romantic. The Jews rebuilding their homeland, reclaiming the desert, renewing themselves, was our grandparents’ great adventure; the story of the Jews maintaining their homeland, reconciling with the Arab world, renewing themselves, and serving as a light to others, a model nation-state, could be ours.

Yes, it sometimes sounds far-fetched. But, as Theodor Herzl, the father of modern Zionism, said in an idle boast that has become a cliche: “If you will it, it is no dream.”

So I am a Zionist because there is still work to be done — and I’m ready, we’re ready, to do it.

Recently designated one of Algemeiner’s J-100, one of the top 100 people “positively influencing Jewish life,” Gil Troy is the author of the newly-released The Zionist Ideas , an update and expansion of Arthur Hertzberg’s classic anthology The Zionist Idea, published by the Jewish Publication Society and a 2019 National Jewish Book Award Finalist.. A Distinguished Scholar of North American History at McGill University,and the author of nine books on American History, his book, Never Alone: Prison, Politics and  My People,  co-authored with Natan Sharansky was just published by PublicAffairs of Hachette.